Thursday, May 21, 2015

Swimsuit season is upon us, you ready? NOT AT ALL … and it’s a beautiful thing!

I don’t know about you, but there is something about hitting the ONE year mark post baby that mentally I’m like – there is NO more excuses for that extra baby weight hanging around. It's a wakeup call to get my exercise and nutrition back on track – so I can get my pre-baby body back. Where does this pressure come from? Is it because I live in a society that promotes an obsession with outward appearances, beauty is perfection or is it because I have a closet full of clothes that used to fit my pre-baby body so perfectly – but now is another story? I’ve never really struggled with body image, but after having babies – EVERYthing changes.

A few months ago I began “operation lose my baby weight.” I began hitting the gym 5 days a week, food prepping “clean” food, counting calories, tracking mac ratios, drinking shakes and taking supplements. Because I saw lots of progress and hit the BIG milestone of reaching my pre-baby weight, my thoughts became consumed with fitness, nutrition and outward appearance.

This body of mine will NEVER be what it was before – and that is just fine. I was reminded there was beauty in imperfection. This mom body is a beautiful thing – even if it bulges in areas it used to not, has more wrinkles than ever before and is marked with scars. This body of mine carried, grew, labored and delivered two little lives into this world that were more than worth it. And that is B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. I am thankful for a loving husband that appreciates this kind of beauty.

I will continue to live a healthy life style – a balance of nutrition and fitness – but not be overwhelmed with the pressures of a pre-baby body. For all you mommies out there that are stressing over swimsuit season – give yourself some grace. Don’t lose sight - true beauty comes from within.

Charm is deceptive, and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised. Proverbs 31:30